I’ve had to stop my cleaning job, because of you. You’ve ripped away all the things that started to give me my independence back, I don’t go to the gym anymore I had to quit because of you. You know that I have nowhere else to turn to, isn’t that why we’re so far from our families? Because you need me to depend solely on you, so you have control over me. You take me for granted because you know that I’ll always be here, at home, waiting for you to come back. You go about your day to day life, and just forget that I’m still here. You’re blissfully unaware of the darkness that overwhelms my mind everyday. Waiting for you to change is like waiting for pigs to fly. But when that day comes, we will probably already be gone. One day I hope you learn what it is to be a family. You haven’t expressed any interest in what we’re doing, and how you wished you could’ve seen his face when he saw an advent calendar for the first time. And you don’t have the slightest bit of guilt about it. Singing Christmas songs and opening our advent calendars. They cut me deep, I hung the phone up and started crying.Įveryone’s putting their Christmas trees up, their lights, they’re singing Christmas songs and fa-la-la’ing… and us? Well me and Zach spent the morning together. Your words, your actions, they’re spiteful.
Like what? Depressed? Alone? Angry? Frustrated? I’m just a burden to you. I don’t have time to listen to you when you’re like this.
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